Monday, July 26, 2021
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Rest Eazy, you may have gained your wings but you surely left your soul imprinted on those closest to you. No one could ever compare to the loving compassionate caring and understanding person that you were. Truly my fallen angel you are the meaning of ONE IN A MILLION.. I'll never have a better friend and I wouldn't have traded you for the world. I feel like I've lost my brother this pain runs deep but our loyalty ran deeper. 21yrs you were the only person who never left, was always there to pick me up, give me strength and encouragement, you kept me on my toes so our memories are endless! I'll never understand this but I hope you know how sorry I am, If love could have saved you, boyyyy, you'd have lived eternally. As chaotic as this life could be you kept me grounded and I owe you the world for standing by me through all the years I seriously spent more days with you than I've spent with ANYONE in my entire life including my parents, brothers and family you carried me through most of my darkest hours. Without you by my side I know I wouldn't be here today. We found a constant in each other as kids and we never parted,, until, well I let anger get the best of me the last year, but I'm sure you hear me daily and hopefully you realize if I could go back I would have answered the door when you stopped by forgave you qnd let you inside. Unfortunately I let temporary feelings make a permanent decision and for that I'll forever regret. I love you Zachary Andrew Tompkins and I'll see you as soon as I can babyboy until then as always "I love you eazy, stay safe" you were many things to many people but you were the best friend I've ever had, worst part about this is you kids, mannn, you loved them dearly and we will all be sure they all 4 know their daddy was and is their biggest fan ♡
Told ya I'd be here forever and nothing could break our bond you told me we'd grow old together but now your fu***n GONE. I never even got to tell you, you were my number 1. I saw you Conquer more than most could imagine and I watched certain people and places change your entire life but one things for damn sure you were an incredible soul and I feel blessed to have known you the REAL you the ENTIRE you until we became friends it was like no one understood, the emptiness we had inside us bonded us forever. You see you showed me consistency and never abandon me, the only person who truly knew and accepted me has wings now but I knew all along you were an angel inside so when things got real I tried to hold you to tight you broke loose and wondered but you always came back, saying kee it ain't easy thanks for staying and having my back. Cant help but think if only I had the courage to forgive you that day, my one and only truest homie would still be here today. Trying to make since of this non sense seems impossible but we'll all look out for grandma momma steven becky and your kids, I just wish you gaining your wings when you did wasn't unstoppable. I could talk all day but I'm going to wrap this up no matter what was said I pray you knew how I felt. I love you Eazy, thank you for showing me what a real friend was, in the end you were realer than me nigga.. who knew lol fly high mf you win, well just until we meet again!!! In my heart is where I'll carry you Zach my main homie my best friend. I don't think I'll ever spend as much time with anyone as I did with you, hell I don't even want to I've met the best and I'll keep you close we didn't get to grow old but we sure have a lifetime of awesome memories that could never be replaced just like your soul no one can compete were they don't compare, but as I keep typing I feel you watching me now, I'm sorry I just got deep in my feelings you know for me it's just the normal so hold on to me homie and guide me through this I know your in a better place but honestly my selfish ass just misses you and wishes you could've stayed.
